15 February 2012

Shame.

I can't explain it, but I feel more comfortable being someone other then myself. Does that make any sense at all? I mean, I've tried to mold myself into something I like, but I can't. I just can't. I lie awake at night wishing to be more like the characters I play, because they fall in love, they cry, they fight, they feel everything so strongly, and I know that's acting, but I want that. Is that so wrong?


I know everyone has flaws, I just feel like I was endowed with more then the average person. But nothing's average. If you look at any face long enough, it becomes ugly. Or is it beautiful? I forget.

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