Truth be told, the girl is lost.
Loving her won't make a difference, because it's not your love she wants.
26 March 2011
11 March 2011
It must get lonely there sometimes.
What makes a favorite?
I don't know, but I do have favorites. One of them is this one episode of Scrubs. A woman dies and her organs are given to three patients in need. Everything seems swell, until they all die because the woman had rabies. I'm not sure why it's my favorite. Maybe cause it makes me cry. Either way, it was what I needed today. I watched, then right on cue with the beginning of How to Save a Life by the Fray, the tears came. One line in particular stood out to me.
Right before the man who got the kidney dies, he says his feet are a little numb, but he still appears to be in perfect condition otherwise. When my mom and I were driving back from Cheney, because my grandpa had little time left, she told me that was how you knew if someone was dying. When your body begins to shut down, it starts with the feet. That night, my mom felt my grandpa's feet and said they were fine. I remember hoping that it could just be over. Just go on. We'll be strong. But I"m not strong. I'd give anything to go back. I relive this moment in my mind where he held my hand and told me he loved me and that I make him proud. I replay it over & over & over. But I don't want to remember his frail body. I don't want to remember any if it.
I don't know, but I do have favorites. One of them is this one episode of Scrubs. A woman dies and her organs are given to three patients in need. Everything seems swell, until they all die because the woman had rabies. I'm not sure why it's my favorite. Maybe cause it makes me cry. Either way, it was what I needed today. I watched, then right on cue with the beginning of How to Save a Life by the Fray, the tears came. One line in particular stood out to me.
Right before the man who got the kidney dies, he says his feet are a little numb, but he still appears to be in perfect condition otherwise. When my mom and I were driving back from Cheney, because my grandpa had little time left, she told me that was how you knew if someone was dying. When your body begins to shut down, it starts with the feet. That night, my mom felt my grandpa's feet and said they were fine. I remember hoping that it could just be over. Just go on. We'll be strong. But I"m not strong. I'd give anything to go back. I relive this moment in my mind where he held my hand and told me he loved me and that I make him proud. I replay it over & over & over. But I don't want to remember his frail body. I don't want to remember any if it.
09 March 2011
FOR GOODNESS SAKE WOMAN.....
BLOG!
Here's a quick summary to catch you up on the happenings of my eventful life.
1. I'll be leaving for Dublin, Ireland in 4 days.
2. I have a 6 hour layover in New York which excites me like no other.
3. I'm running for ASB president.
4. I hung out with Michelle Collison, Robert Wrigley & Ms. Presswood today to name a few.
5. I like challenges and thinking til my brain hurts.
6. I don't like tight pants.
7. I'm still stoked for marriage.
8. There's this guy and yeahhhhh. Nothing.
9. I miss Jacob V & Courtney G.
10. SPU & Whitworth & Eastern & BEARS! Oh my. Yes, Bears. No, that's not the mascot.
11. School stinks. Somedays.
12. I love my mother.
13. I love my grandmother.
14. I love almonds.
15. Domino's pizza is goood.
16. Seattle has too many one ways.
17. I'm happy.
18. My 6 months are up the day I go to Ireland. I'm growing up so quickly. :,(
Here's a quick summary to catch you up on the happenings of my eventful life.
1. I'll be leaving for Dublin, Ireland in 4 days.
2. I have a 6 hour layover in New York which excites me like no other.
3. I'm running for ASB president.
4. I hung out with Michelle Collison, Robert Wrigley & Ms. Presswood today to name a few.
5. I like challenges and thinking til my brain hurts.
6. I don't like tight pants.
7. I'm still stoked for marriage.
8. There's this guy and yeahhhhh. Nothing.
9. I miss Jacob V & Courtney G.
10. SPU & Whitworth & Eastern & BEARS! Oh my. Yes, Bears. No, that's not the mascot.
11. School stinks. Somedays.
12. I love my mother.
13. I love my grandmother.
14. I love almonds.
15. Domino's pizza is goood.
16. Seattle has too many one ways.
17. I'm happy.
18. My 6 months are up the day I go to Ireland. I'm growing up so quickly. :,(
25 February 2011
If you love me:
Send me threatening, encouraging texts to make me do my homework so I can get a full ride to some fancy college so I can become a pediatrician and save lives and whatnot. Please?
24 February 2011
Could you even imagine?
having to deal with the emotional pain of having an abortion?
or
having to deal with a group of "christians" wearing shirts that broadcast you as a murderer?
I'm 100% positive Jesus would NOT have kicked them when they were down.
or
having to deal with a group of "christians" wearing shirts that broadcast you as a murderer?
I'm 100% positive Jesus would NOT have kicked them when they were down.
23 February 2011
World Spin Madly On.
Well, it happened.
Not at all what I was expecting, but it's disappointing just the same.
22 February 2011
Where are you Summer?
I've been thinking about it a lot lately and I'm stoked.
Last summer consisted of sitting and waiting for the inevitable.
It consisted of watching a body wither away, and this summer won't be that way.
I won't spend my summer nights crying and waiting and praying.
I'll spend them laughing and swimming and tanning.
I'm excited for all the different parts of summer, whether it be CIY, Georgia, or even Wild Waves. Summer, come soon.
-Check out Courtney G's blog about summer!
http://www.courtneyg-aringer.blogspot.com/
She inspired this post, cause's she's super cool.
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