When I think of us..

I think of teamwork. 

And commitment.

And disliking the same people for the same reasons.

And respect.

And an acceptance of who we each are as a person.

And giggles.

And late night tea dates accompanied by deep conversations, and good morning kisses, and shared responsibilities, and equality without submission, and bookstores, and road trips, and big dogs, and porch swings, and organic foods, and gardens, and real Christmas trees, and raising children, and just building a life together. 

It still seems far, but it does seem possible. 

Words of Wisdom.

"I guess in the end, things seldom end up as you expect. Sometimes, fate is on your side. Other times, well, you've kind of sealed your own fate. Either way, you have to trust that whatever's supposed to happen, will happen. Besides, somehow you always seem to end up with the person you're supposed to be with."

-J.D.

Season 3 of Scrubs.

Top 5 Loves.

In no specific order.

-Children 

-Adventures, travels, and new sights

-Making people happy

-Music

-Good Conversation that generally leads to a more optimistic outlook on life, and less loneliness.

Why Am I The One.

I used to think about the type of person I wanted to be when I was in a relationship, and I always thought I wasn't ready to be in a relationship, because I wasn't that person yet.

And I was just thinking that maybe you can't be that person ever, or completely prepare yourself for anything. You just have to take the leap, because perfection will never come. 

And while thinking all these things, I also thought about how I am more of the person I want to be around you. But how you also accept me for the person I am. 

I think I'm trying to say everything is easier when you're dating your best friend. 

Let's just go with that. 

Penny for Your Thoughts.

Every time something terrible happens, I think the end of the world must be coming soon. 
Because how much sadness can one world bare?

Then, I remember that the killing and the hate, those have always gone on.

And the only person who has lived long enough to see it all is God.

And if my heart breaks from the things I've seen, then His loving, full of mercy heart must be shattered.

And this is where my issues begin. 

I don't think He's here at all. I believe He exists. I just would like to believe that if He had the power to control any of these things, they wouldn't be happening. 

I won't let you break me.

"To hell with them. Nothing hurts if you don't let it."

-Ernest Hemingway

When I go.