Here it is, Officially.

I'll be moving to Georgia at the end of July.

I won't really believe it until we've packed everything up, loaded it into a U-haul, and are pulling out of the Northwood Apartments parking lot and onto Pacific Ave.

I'm terrified, but don't tell anyone.

I'm trying to be brave for Joey.

Disgusted.

Money can't buy you love, but it will keep that girl you like around, provided you keep buying her things.

How messed up is that?

Grown-Up Things.

I was doing a grown-up thing, ironing my clothes, when I BURNT MYSELF!

Gah, I'm never trying another grown-up thing again!

and all my clothes will be wrinkly from here on out.

Contemplating.

I was thinking about qualities I really like in people.

I really like listeners.
I really like laughers.
I really, really like smilers.

I like when people are genuinely nice to everyone they meet.

I love when I see people that go out of their way to help someone else.

I guess these are more of the things I should focus on, if I'm putting a focus on guys at all.

I'm kind of looking back on senior year and questioning why I did what I did.

It's not that I regret it, I just think it was crazy to be so infatuated with someone who I knew was nothing I ever wanted or will ever want.

I guess that's part of growing up too, huh?

It's all downhill from here.

Here I am again,
Worrying I won't have enough time, except this time, I really won't.

When I leave, I don't know when I'll be back.

I just want to spend every moment doing something, because my time in this beautiful state with these beautiful people I love is about to end.

I need you so much closer.

For the first time, you're not the person I want to talk to about this.

I was watching the E Investigation of The Powell Murder.

Those were beautiful kids.

It still breaks my heart to think that somebody could do that to any kid, but especially their own.

I've never wished bad things on anyone, but I wish he could have died without taking his children with him.

I wish he would have died the first time he tried to take his own life at the age of 14.

That's the worst thing I've ever said...