What they don't tell you is saying yes is hard, and scary.
And I can't seem to decide if I want to be there right this second, or if I ever want to be there at all.

Because, the truth is, my bank account will never have enough, not every one I love is going to support what I'm choosing to do, and nothing is "mine" anymore.

Welcome to the joys of taking a risk. Now, I know I'm alive.

And I know I'm making the right decision, because it's the one that scares me the most.