27 May 2011

I walked around aimlessly..

...at a college I've never considered attending until Wednesday. 
I don't like to think about last summer.
Here are the things I remember the most vividly:
-That one night you texted me and we talked about all those narcissistic things and I openly stated that my life was awful.  I can be a complainer, but you have a way of knowing when I really need to.  Best friends are like that. 
-Becoming a child again
-Ice cream on the beach
-Being strung along for three months by a guy too cowardly to make his feelings known.  Afraid of being judged by the world, but comfortable with being himself enough to be ridiculed.  So I think he'll forgive me for saying I want absolutely nothing to do with him.  Not this summer.  Not ever. 

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